My Heart Is Burning Red

Pardon me for my lack of excitement,

But I’m not entirely thrilled.

Stutter when I talk,

Flail around as I walk,

Yeah the moment’s been killed.

And I’m not good at this no, not all.

I’m not good at this.

I’m a wreck and I know it,

And I tend to show it every chance that I get.

Butterflies in the skies, they just fly on by.

Yeah they’re making me sick.

They don’t flutter about, I’d do without.

All they do is kick.

Mean it truly,

Sincere heart.

Why do you do this to me?

Tear me apart.

It’s my fault and I know it,

And I tend to blow it, no thanks to you.

Its like you sit and you watch me,

You poke and you taunt me, it’s all that you do.

And I’m not fighting that no, not at all.

Just want to be something, a name you call.

The lips you taste just to fall, madly in love.

Mean it truly,

Sincere heart.

Why do you do this to me?

Tear me apart.

I got my eyes set on you,

My heart is burning red.

All of my words come out wrong,

Run circles in my head.

You had me and I melted,

In the palm of your hand.

You know it yes I felt it,

You’ll never understand.

Mean it truly,

Sincere heart.

Why do you do this to me?

Tear me apart.

Mean it truly,

Sincere heart.

Why do you do this to me?

Tear me apart.

The One And Only Wonder On This World.

I had regrets for choosing to listen to my heart over my head...and i might never learn from it. I might just do it over and over again. 'cause listening to my heart and the way it whispers things i wanted to hear gives me hope. 


this is crazy, but i really don't understand myself. I got hurt so many times by boys i thought were "the one" ( yeahh what a BS.) I cried for boys who never cared. That is the most stupid things a girl could do. But, the thought of falling in love and having someone to love you, makes my heart bloom. so here i am again, wishing for a thing that had let me down so many times before, love.

i wish for a somebody. a somebody that would make me feel alive again. somebody that would fight for me, somebody that would let me cry on his shoulder, somebody that knows me, somebody i would feel comfortable with to be myself. okay...you know what? scratch that. I just want a somebody that would love me the way no one else does. Though my head says its impossible, heck, i dont care. ( Didnt i tell you i listen more to my heart than to my head? )













And honestly, im getting tired of waiting. I seriously am.

Im sorry.