I had regrets for choosing to listen to my heart over my head...and i might never learn from it. I might just do it over and over again. 'cause listening to my heart and the way it whispers things i wanted to hear gives me hope.
this is crazy, but i really don't understand myself. I got hurt so many times by boys i thought were "the one" ( yeahh what a BS.) I cried for boys who never cared. That is the most stupid things a girl could do. But, the thought of falling in love and having someone to love you, makes my heart bloom. so here i am again, wishing for a thing that had let me down so many times before, love.
i wish for a somebody. a somebody that would make me feel alive again. somebody that would fight for me, somebody that would let me cry on his shoulder, somebody that knows me, somebody i would feel comfortable with to be myself. okay...you know what? scratch that. I just want a somebody that would love me the way no one else does. Though my head says its impossible, heck, i dont care. ( Didnt i tell you i listen more to my heart than to my head? )
And honestly, im getting tired of waiting. I seriously am.
